You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life.
We both said a lot out of anger. I know you still follow me here at least…Though you were still wrong about the two of you being a fit because I still believe you two were bad for each other at the point you reached, you were right about her not being a good one. She’s had enough of a trial, but calling me out on social media thinking I can’t pick it apart, the general lack of giving a shit compared to the friendship we had, the enabling she does…it sucks…wish you were coming to vacation with me like we always said instead of her since we’re doing a group thing. We always had fun. I miss you a lot and I meant all the good stuff I was saying when we cut off contact. I just hope you’re happy. You deserve the best and I hope you’re in a better place than you were. I still worry about you. I would love to talk to you again but I just feel like you wouldn’t be receptive to it…I made up with someone earlier this year after a much worse blowout you might recall screwing me up for a while. If I can make up with her I can make up with anyone. You’re still the best. Just hope you’re in a place where you’re feeling that way.
Just met the guys from #BlackStarRiders . Awesome group of people. First meet & greet package. Totally worth it. All the guys were cool as hell. #bsr #blackstarriders #thinlizzy
Raise your hand if you have been personally victimized by George R.R. Martin.
Getting a #pickpunch was such a good idea even still…never run out of guitar picks…lots of cool custom ones from old cards. #guitar #guitarpicks
So I just graduated college this week…I’ll be staying where I’m at for a master’s so it doesn’t feel quite the same…but this isn’t the only important thing this week…I’ve dated a lot of people. had actual relationships with a few….There’s only 1 ex I can fully say that I ever loved. She had so many issues and so many horrible things to deal with and over time it just became too much for me to handle. We had a really messy breakup, 2 classes together at the time, and it was just horrible. I had a rebound relationship that was atrocious and I never really got over her for a long time. We hadn’t spoken in 3 years until this week at graduation. She changed her minor into a major to have a doublemajor, and she was next to me in line…We spoke for the first time in 3 years, on the day of what would’ve been our anniversary…she is dating a guy she’s been dating for a couple years. she lives with him now because her dad remarried and moved too far.(actually they work together too) We’re on speaking terms again it looks like….friends on facebook, probably a lot of conversations to happen, and looks like I finally have the closure I didn’t give myself the real chance to have. There are so many emotions with her. I loved her more than my existence and could actually say I meant that. i hope she’s happy, and i hope it works out for her, because she deserves more than any person i know. sometimes people get away but it’s part of life. kinda just wondering who else is going to come back into my life. there are so many people i just lost contact with through fights or other bullshit, so many people i wish were still around in some capacity, and a few people i miss dearly. i just hope they’re all doing okay.
A lot can happen between now and never.
you cant come back from that
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